Anger Management -Part 1

It is so sad to see how people hurt someone in anger, without realising that they are belittling them in front of others. How anger blinds their eyes. How anger transforms loving, kind people into people without feelings, that they hurl all sorts of hurtful, hateful, demeaning, derogatory words at someone and then still feel justified.

What is it that makes her/him to act this way? Well I think it is the deep rooted hurt in her/him. Something that is deeply rooted in her/his  memory. Something that has wounded her/him so deeply. It also could be her/his upbringing and the words she/he has heard others use while reprimanding others.

So everytime a similar incident occurs or everytime a similar topic is spoken, it triggers her/his memory and all hell breaks loose. It could also be our own faults which causes that person to be angry.

Therefore in order to avoid such conflicts we must never bring up such topics before that person, if we know what triggers her/him. If it had been our fault, we must immediately ask for forgiveness and try never to hurt her/him again.

Secondly, we must never get angry with that person, although it is a natural human tendency to get hurt or feel insulted or feel misunderstood by her/him. Although we may feel that way, we must be in control of our feelings and pray during such moments.

Only the Holy Spirit can breathe new life into us and that person to heal all hurts, memories and all inner wounds. Surrender to God. We must first ask forgiveness from God and repent for our faults. Then forgive that person wholeheartedly for hurting us and then pray for deep inner healing for that person and for ourselves. God works miracles in Jesus' name. Trust Him.

Mary Augustine

Blessings from God's Word to be spoken over our children daily.

Blessings to be spoken over our children daily.   
The Word of God is a double edged sword and if we speak these blessings taken from God's Word over our children daily God will set them apart from the others and bless them mightily and they will be protected 24/7.

My child, __________
You are victorious in Christ, because the moment you hurt God, you repent and run back to Him seeking forgiveness. You also forgive freely and unconditionally in Christ, all who hurt you without harboring negative thoughts about them. You are able to love unconditionally as Christ loves and see everyone through the eyes of Christ. You therefore now are a saint, set apart for God. You have received forgiveness for all your sins, past, present and future, and therefore, there is no condemnation for you from God- and can never be!
(Luke 11:4; Hebrews 10:10,14-18; Romans 8:1)

My child, ___________
You are now a brand new creature in Christ Jesus. You have died to your old self & you have been made brand new. Therefore you are now able to walk in the newness of life in Christ Jesus.
(Galatians 2:20; 2 Corinthians 5:17; Romans 6:4-7)

My child, ___________
You are now a part of God's Kingdom of Light. You are now seated in heavenly places with Christ Jesus, above all the power of the evil one and his demonic forces.
(Colossians 1:13; Ephesians 1:19-23; 2:4-6)

My child, ___________
You are accepted in Jesus the Beloved, just as you are - because God chose you for Himself before the foundation of the world. You have been washed clean by the blood of Christ the Lamb and are clothed with the righteousness of Christ Jesus. You have been adopted as God's dear child through Christ and are sealed by, filled with and anointed by His Holy Spirit, Who guarantees that you will live with God forever.
(Revelation 22:24; 2 Corinthians 5:21; Ephesians 1:3-14)

My child, ___________
Your past and its consequences have been erased by the blood of Christ, for you have accepted Christ Jesus as your Lord and Saviour and you repent everytime you hurt God and run back into His arms. Your sovereign God promises that He will cause everything in your life for good. You have been transformed into Christlikeness, into His image by the renewing of your mind and by contemplating the Lord's glory daily.
(Romans 8:28-30; Romans 12:2;
2 Corinthians 3:18)

My child, ___________
Jesus has won victory over, sin, Satan, sickness and death for you, therefore you are healed by His stripes, you cannot and will not die before God's appointed time for your home going. Jesus holds the keys to hell and death. You will fight the good fight, keep the faith, run the race, set before you, with Christ and will complete your earthly race victoriously and when you die, you will be peaceful and found in favour with God, and you will be immediately absent from this body and be present with the Lord Jesus, Who will award you with the crown of righteousness on that day.
(Revelation 1:18; 2 Corinthians 5:8-9; 2 Timothy 4:7-8)

My child, ___________
You have been made whole, healthy and prosperous in Christ.You can come boldly into His presence, to His throne and find His mercy, unearned favor and help in the time of your need. I see you doing this now. God has supplied all your needs in abundance according to His riches through Christ Jesus your Lord. His storehouses have plenty and you are receiving from Him all you need and more right now because you have no other gods (idols) before you, you love and honour God and walk in His ways obeying all His commands. You honour your parents and respect and obey your authorities. No eye has seen, no ear has heard & no one's heart has ever imagined all the things that God has prepared for you who love Him.
(Hebrews 4:16; 1 Corinthians 3:21-23; Matthew 6:33; Philippians 4:19; Exodus 20:1-17; 1 Corinthians 2:9;)

My child, ___________
I speak all the above promises over your life and declare & decree that God has put His fire (hedge) of protection around you. I declare & decree that you are covered by the blood of Christ. I declare & decree that you are walking under God's umbrella of protection. I declare & decree that you are resisting the devil and every temptation set before you and therefore the devil is fleeing away from you. I declare & decree that you are infilled by the Holy Spirit and His anointing overflows from you and touches and blesses all those you come in contact with. I declare & decree that no weapon formed against you will ever prosper. I declare & decree that God's army of angels stand guard around you always and fight all your battles for you. I declare & decree that all your bondages are broken and all the blessings, finances, honour, health and every good that you lost are restored back to you. I declare & decree that you are receiving your breakthroughs swiftly in Christ Jesus. I declare and decree that there will be open doors of opportunities for your future, you will walk through the right door through the guidance of the Holy Spirit for the right job,  for you to be joined with the right life partner, for godly friends and more blessings. I declare and decree that God has put his cherubims with flaming swords before every door which you must not enter through and shut tightly those doors forever. I declare and decree that you will obey the Lord and will not force through the shut doors. I declare and decree that the Lord has removed all friends who lead you away from Christ, those who bring destruction into your future and those who give you wrong advice.
I declare and decree that your spiritual eyes and ears have been open to God's vision for your future and to hear God's still small voice speaking to you. I declare & decree that you have loved righteousness and hated lawlessness and therefore God has anointed you with the oil of gladness above your companions. I declare & decree that God's Holy Spirit hovers over you and breathes His life into you and births the new life of Christ in you, bringing you to higher order, keeping your spirit alive in Him and in tune with Him, 24/7. I declare & decree that the Lord has prepared a table before you in the presence  of your enemies and He anoints your head with oil and your cup overflows with heavenly blessings. This is your heritage in our Lord Jesus. I pray this in Jesus' mighty name, receive it for you on your behalf and seal it with the precious blood of Jesus. Amen.

Be blessed as you bless your children.
(Mary Augustine)

Why this Urgency now?

Luke 10: 1-7   Jesus had a core group with Him all the time; the twelve apostles who were Hs inner circle of friends and chiefs of all disciples. Then He also trained the 72, and sent them two by two on a hands on mission trip. 

His reason for sending them ahead of Himself :- 

the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.

He knew and told them exactly to whom He was sending them to :- 

He was sending them as lambs among wolves. He knew they would be ridiculed and persecuted. He knew that many will not listen to them and instead ignore them. He sent them inspite of all these

His instructions to them :- 

Luke 10:4-11 NIV

[4] Do not take a purse or bag or sandals; and do not greet anyone on the road. [5] “When you enter a house, first say, ‘Peace to this house.’ [6] If someone who promotes peace is there, your peace will rest on them; if not, it will return to you. [7] Stay there, eating and drinking whatever they give you, for the worker deserves his wages. Do not move around from house to house. [8] “When you enter a town and are welcomed, eat what is offered to you. [9] Heal the sick who are there and tell them, ‘The kingdom of God has come near to you.’ [10] But when you enter a town and are not welcomed, go into its streets and say, [11] ‘Even the dust of your town we wipe from our feet as a warning to you. Yet be sure of this: The kingdom of God has come near.’

Let us examine verse four. Why did Jesus tell them not to take a purse, bag or sandals with them? Jesus did not tell them, "Do not wear sandals!" but "Do not take sandals along." Obviously they had to wear a pair of sandals so as not to hurt their feet. 

In today's context, when we take money with us we will be distracted from our mission and we will want to apportion some of the time, meant for mission activities and evangelising, to do shopping. Then if we have a bag with us our concentration will be on what we can take back home from there as collector's items. Things that we cannot get in our country. Finally if we had an extra pair of shoes, we would not think twice but would happily travel  from place to place, which Jesus did not want them to do. Look at verse 7. There Jesus told them not to move around from house to house. He actually wanted them to stay put in one place and do what He instructed them to do and tell them that the Kingdom of God is near. He wanted them to stay with those they reached out to and ensure that they were spiritually growing, to help to build up their faith and not just heal and move off to another location and leave the poor ones with more questions in their minds. It will be another classic case of church planting but zero growth.

Then going back to verse 4, Jesus told them not to greet anyone on the road. Why did He say that? Was He telling them to be rude and arrogant? In the first place, why did Jesus send them out? He did not send them on a holiday or for site seeing. His main purpose was to tell people that the Kingdom of God is near. When your loved one is in trouble and if you are on your way to rescue him or her, would you stop on your way to talk to anyone? Would you stop to chat with them or tell them hi and bye? No you wouldn't. You would rush to rescue your loved one from danger. Here, the mission Jesus was sending them for is far more important. They were sent out to warn and save souls from eternal death.  Therefore He did not want them to talk to anyone and waste time. He wanted them to be focused; to stay on task.

Who were the seventy two? Before sending them out Jesus  would surely have empowered them just as we see in chapter 9 verse 1-6. It was the same scenario then. Jesus empowered the 12 apostles and sent them out two by two, to cure diseases, to heal the sick, drive out demons and to tell them that God's Kingdom was at hand. He gave them the same instructions, to stay in one place. These seventy two, could have been those whom the twelve stayed with and reached out to. Each pair would have stayed with a small community of twelve or more and  cured diseases, healed the sick, driven out demons and told them that God's Kingdom was at hand, and they would have helped the community to grow in faith, to repent of their sins and prepare for God's Kingdom. Thus we get the figure of seventy two.  How can we be sure that Jesus empowered the seventy two? Look at verse 19.  Here when the seventy two came back and told Jesus how the demons fled when they mentioned Jesus' name, Jesus told them, " I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and over all the power of the enemy. Nothing will harm you!"  Wow! What a revelation we have and that from the mouth of the Son of God Himself.

Then the bible in Luke 10:1 says that He sent them out ahead of Him, to every town and place He was about to go. Jesus was about to go to the very places He sent them to, later on. Why did Jesus need them to go before Him to heal the sick, to cure diseases, to drive out demons and to tell them that the Kingdom of God is at hand, if He Himself was going to go there? Couldn't He, as the Son of God done all these by Himself? Yes, He could have, but Jesus was not only God and man but He was also a dedicated and practical teacher. He wanted His disciples to gain confidence in God and in themselves, that they can do all things with God's power, when He was not physically with them. Moreover, He had the most important task of teaching His core group all that was needed to make them leaders of the Church after His resurrection and accession. He had the task of preparing them for what was to come, His crucification. Therefore obviously He needed the seventy two just as He needs us, believers, now to prepare the world for His second coming. 

Notice that Jesus cursed Capernaum , Chorazin and Bethsaida in verses 12 to 15. It was because the Jews there were living in compromise. Archaeological evidences  (http://www.wordofgodtoday.com/cursed-city-chorazin/)   prove that in their Synagogues were embedded the  statue of Medussa and other pagan symbols and idols. Jesus had been preaching there most of the time but the people refused to let go of their ways and repent. Just like in His days, people are still living in sin and compromise in our days all around the world. Now it is getting worse with the global internet age. 

Later on in Luke 17:26-37 Jesus would tell of how the situation in the world would be when He returns again. People would be so preoccupied with their own career advancements, merry making, their compromises and their affairs, just like in the days of Noah and Lot, that they would  have no time for God. It is happening now already. People are unconsciously becoming the slaves of the media, internet and their devices such as smart phones and tablet PC's

When Jesus Himself tells us that 'The Kingdom of God is at hand!' we better believe it. He sent the seventy two out with an urgency and with the same urgency He behooves us now to warn the world to let go of its compromises and turn to Him. 

Traditionally speaking the Jewish bridegroom will go and see his wife to be, pay the bridal price to secure her and after that will go back to make preparations to bring her to his house. After making all the preparations to receive her, the groom will not delay in coming. That was the URGENCY which Jesus was signalling. 

Yes, He, Jesus is the bridegroom. We the believers (the church) are His bride. When He came to the world to turn all men (and women and children) unto Him ( and away from the devil)  He wanted to get this message across...that He would pay the price for our sins on the cross, resurrect,  ascend into heaven and prepare a place for us (John 14:2-3 NIV "My Father's house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? [3] And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.") and He is coming quickly to bring us to His house. Who Other than the Bridegroom Who paid the heavy price on the cross to redeem us has the authority to claim us? No one else. Jesus will not tarry.Therefore the time is NOW! Repent and believe in Jesus. He is coming soon to take us home. 

Jesus said, "I Am the Way, the Truth and the Life. No one can come to the Father except through Me!" (John14:6) Jesus is not a liar. No one on this earth has ever made that bold statement. Check it out if you doubt.

Our duty as believers is to warn people and save them from spiritual death. We need to move with the same urgency. We have been empowered and we need to use the authority given to us by Christ. Let him who has ear, hear and act...act fast...Because Jesus IS coming SOON! Sooner than you think. 

Mary Augustine

(Poem) A Soul's Journey into Maturity!

Why are you sad?
Oh my soul?
What I gave
I did not receive!
(Expectations)

Why are you sad?
Oh my soul?
Expectation's the culprit!
Robbed me of Joy!
(Realisation)

Why are you sad?
Oh my soul?
It is me, my Ego!
Robbed me of Peace !
(Conviction)

Why are you sad?
Oh my soul?
I have not given
My best to my Lord !
(Remorse)

Why are you sad?
Oh my soul?
My Saviour gave me Himself
Nothing have I done to deserve His love !
(Repentance)

Why aren't you sad?
Oh my soul?
With Him in me
I have all I need!
(Complete Surrender)

Help!!! My Washing Machine Cooked My Clothes!

I woke up one day, quickly  threw my clothes into the washer and turned on the machine. Then I opened the door of my refrigerator, pulled out a casserole of spaghetti and put it in the microwave oven to heat it up. I started to get ready to go for my economics lecture. Two minutes later I opened the door of the microwave and to my  dismay I  saw soap suds bubbling out. Then I smelt something burning and I  turned to see smoke coming out of my washer. I frantically ran towards it and opened it to find my priced clothes being cooked and burnt. That was  too much for me to take in so I grabbed my bag and left the house.

Next I  ran to my family doctor as I was feeling stressed and confused and instead of treating me, my doctor started giving me a lecture on economics. Feeling disillusioned I went to my  college and upon entering the lecture theatre I saw a long line queuing up in front of my lecturer's desk. My jaws dropped upon seeing my lecturer checking each person with a stethoscope and treating their symptoms.  "Everyone and everything has gone insane," I screamed.  No one and nothing seemed to be doing what they or it was meant to do! 

Does the scenario seem familiar to you? Is it not the same with us my dear brother and sister? Don't we act the same way too? As human beings we are in charge of the vegetation and creatures of the world. Are we doing our part to protect our environment? As Christians we are instructed by Christ to love our enemies, do good to those who hate us, bless those who curse us, pray for those who despitefully use us and persecute us and to go the extra mile for others. Are we doing what Christ asked us to do? 

Instead of praying for those who persecute us, instead of blessing those who curse us and instead of doing good to those who hate us, we go about harbouring bitter thoughts about them and group together to talk negatively about what they did. Thus we vent our frustrations but are we doing what we were called to do? Don't we behave like the washer which cooked the clothes?  Why do we complain and gripe so much? Can we turn the night to day or a strand of white hair to black or turn the negative situation around by doing all that? No my friends, not at all. In fact things would only get worse and people would grow apart by our actions, speech and behaviour. We will be championing divisions instead of unity.

Let us reflect for a moment... With us around, are people at ease or are they uptight and uneasy? With us around do they feel peaceful? With us being there in their presence for sometime are they motivated to change for the better or for worse? Yes they may have been in the wrong. Yes they may have done grievous things to hurt us or our community. Yes they may be much older than us or much younger than us but that does not give us the prerogative to act negatively or vehemently; that does not give us the right to accuse them and pass unfair judgement against them. Whoever we may be, we have to obey authority and be submissive to those God has placed above us. They are answerable to God for guiding us.

In the presence of sunlight, wet clothes dry up. In the presence of radiation light, bad cells die. In the same way in our presence, all those who are around us must change and become more like Christ...that is if we have the full measure of Christ dwelling within us. 

If we have Christ dwelling fully in us we will be firm yet loving. We will correct others with love and compassion. We will reprimand when the need arises but after that we will in no way shun them nor cause them to feel little or lower than us but will embrace them with the unconditional love of Christ and we will pray ceaselessly for them. Even in praying, many pray that their will must be done instead of God's will. That is the wrong way of praying. We need to seek God's heart and know that just as He speaks to us and through us, God can  speak to them and through them and therefore we need to also humble ourselves before God and others. A high and mighty attitude is the first step towards a great 'Humpty Dumpty' fall. Many marriages, families and organisations have been sadly divided due to this 'Higher than Thou' attitude. 

There is no age limit to do what is asked of us by Christ. "Anyone who has not sinned throw the first stone," said Jesus...But now I tell you, "Anyone who has the full measure of Christ in you, forgive first, love unconditionally first and pray for those who rebel, for those who curse you and persecute you, first!" 

In John 13:35 Jesus says, "By this all men will know that you are My disciples, if you have (genuine, unconditional) love for one another."

Here are 7 important questions we need to ask ourselves:-

1. Am I doing what I was created to do?

2. (If you are a Christian) As a Christian am I fulfilling the 'Great Commission' of Christ?

    (If you aren't a Christian) As a human being am I working towards building a close relationship with God my Creator?

3. Am I a blessing to those around me?

4. Am I inspiring others to be what they were created to be?

5. Am I touching lives and moulding positive character traits in others?

6. Am I working towards leaving a legacy behind for others to emulate?

7. Is my life pleasing to God?

Let us make the first move to pray, to forgive, to love and to embrace. The Holy Spirit will make the changes we expect to see in our family, in our children, in our spouse, in our leaders, in our subordinates and in our organisation... Let me now go and check on  my washer and my microwave oven...ha ha...

Mary Augustine

Yummy, Juicy, Desirable Fruit...

What makes a person feel good? What makes him feel bad? If a man appears clean before his boss & his boss trusts him with the company & it's shares, the man feels happy & proud that he is being trusted although behind the boss's back, he mishandles the company's shares & misuses the company's assets. Since the boss does not know about it the boss thinks he is good & this man too thinks he is good in the eyes of his boss.

Once the boss finds out that he has been cheating & using the company's assets  without  his knowledge & confronts this two timer, this man feels terrible.  He feels bad & he apologizes to his boss.

What makes him feel bad? Was he convicted of his wrong doing? Was he repentant that he did something wrong & did he resolve never to do it again? No, in actual fact the reason he appears to be sorrowful is because the boss found out, because while the boss was unaware that he was cheating he felt good although he himself knew that he was doing something wrong. He only felt bad when the boss found out. Therefore that is not real repentance.

There are some our there, whose hearts are so hardened that they behave as if they have no concience. They continue to do what they like & want to do, despite the consequences of their actions. If a man lives like this, he has to be truly afraid of the eternal consequences he would face after his earthly life.

Yet again there are those self righteous ones who think that they are doing it all right. They go around telling others what they are doing wrong without examining their own thoughts, words & actions. To these people, all Jesus has to say is, "Remove the log from you own eye first!" If a man lives this way, he has to check himself, repent for modelling the wrong behavior to others & begin to walk with Christ before he guides others.

People in authority have alot to answer God for. They have to model after Christ, be humble, be aware that those under them are watching them & lead those under their authority with love, forgiveness, gentleness, patience, firmness & a non-judgemental attitude. They have to remember that they can only guide but that it is the Holy Spirit Who convicts each heart & brings it to repentance. Every man in authority has a duty to pray unceasingly for every subordinate of his. 

Jesus says, "Do not judge, for you will be judged with the same measure with which you judge others!" Wow, that is a pretty hard saying isn't it? Well every man must remember that he is fallible & know the difference between correcting to lead someone to Christ & correcting to judge & condemn. When the difference is clearly demarked he will be able to guide others gently to Christ, with unconditional love, unwavering willingness & without prejudice. To repent for one's own mistakes & to lead others into true repentance is not an easy process. As I mentioned in my earlier paragraph, it is only by the Holy Spirit that one can be truly convicted & be brought to repentance. Therefore every Spirit filled Christian  must pray for all those around them daily. 

Real repentance is when one is sincerely sorry for one's wrongs & resolves before God never to do it again. He must be really, really sorry for hurting an all loving God, invite the Holy Spirit in & ask Him to convict him of every wrong & change him from within.Only when he is sincerely sorry & surrenders himself to the leading of the Spirit of God will he have a change of heart & a change of character. Only then will he be able to walk in the steps of Christ.

Our character is tested in many ways from our birth. Someone who wants to be a doctor will have to sit for the MBBS exam. One who wants to become a lawyer must sit for the LLB exam but one who needs to know how to operate a crane need only to sit for a written and practical test to operate it. One who is needed to be a domestic helper need only to pass the practical test of housekeeping & cleanliness & a written test of simple coversational  English. Likewise when an individual is chosen by God to work for Him by touching the lives of those around him in the world, to bring God's kingdom to the people, he will be put through various kinds of tests which will eventually determine his character & render him fit or unfit for the special mission which God had intended him for.

Every person has to go through these tests in his live. The result is entirely dependant upon his relationship with God and the measure with which he has surrendered his life & desires to his Creator. One cannot fake it cause it will show in his life.

An orange tree cannot say that it is an apple tree because when the fruit comes out all will know that it is an orange tree. Jesus says that by our fruit all will know whom we belong to, God or the devil.

So in these end days, let us not harden our hearts & pretend that we are OK. Let us not be self righteous & judgemental & condemn people to hell. Let us not be passive and live worldly promiscuous lives, but truly repent. Repent, not because someone has found out about our wrongdoings but because we have not acted rightly before a righteous God; because we have hurt Him so badly, Him Who gave His life for us so that we would be saved.

Let us truly repent & conform our thoughts, words & actions to God's Word. Let us invite God's Spirit Who is the Holy Spirit to live in us & to change us & make us worthy vessels of the Holy Trinity & worthy to go to heaven, our eternal home.

Let us live with a renewed mind & heart so that we will have a godly character & produce the fruit of the Spirit & lead all those around us to God our Father through Christ His Son with the help of the Holy Spirit.

Come on now...let us be producers of the yummy, juicy & desirable fruit! Yes it is fruit and not fruits! One fruit of the Spirit with 9 character traits! That is why, in the image below you see only one tree which produces one fruit but with many colours which represent the different character traits. 

God bless you all.

Mary Augustine. 

Who is God to you and me?

Who is God to you? It depends on how much you seek Him, how much you need Him and how much you know Him.

God is the Creator of the planets, the world, the moon , the sun and the stars. He is the Creator of the plants and the creatures on earth. He is the Creator of all heavenly beings. Simply put, He is the Author of all Creation.

God is not only the Creator but He is also the Sustainer of all His Creation. The planets, the moon, the sun and the stars hang on in nothingness in space without crashing into one another and without falling down. The air around the earth has the right amount of oxygen for the vegetation, the creatures and us human beings to inhale and live. There is the right amount of gravity on earth to keep us and everything from floating into space. Yes God truly is the Sustainer. He never sleeps nor slumbers.

Nothing and no one can exist without God. The planets know that and obey Him. The creatures know that and obey Him. Man is the only creature who seems to know it but goes about his affairs as if he created God.

All creatures have five senses, the sense of hearing, the sense of seeing, the sense of speaking, the sense of feeling emotions and finally the sense of touch. Only man has an extra sense; the sixth sense which is the sense of thinking. All creatures with the exception of man, move and operate on instincts. Only man has the ability to think and reason out his thoughts.

Being an intelligent creature, man sadly, oftentimes treats God like a plaster. One does not think about a plaster when he is alright. He only searches for it when he has a wound to nurse and patch up. Likewise he turns to God only when he is in trouble.

At times man thinks of God as a vending machine. When he puts in coins he gets what he specifically wants. Likewise he expects to throw up a prayer and get what he specifically wants from God. When he does not receive answers to his prayers he rants and raves and throws verbal punches at God, just as he would punch the vending machine to see if a can of drink will drop out.

At other times, he treats God as a policeman. He will keep all the laws and avoid getting into trouble. He does not step in the way of the policeman and also does not have a need to have a relationship with him. He is a proud citizen who keeps law and order and condemns the law breakers.  Likewise he tries to keep all the commandments rigidly to avoid going to hell. He is happy and proud of his uprightness and is unable to tolerate someone who breaks the commandments. Otherwise he has no personal relationship with God.

Man also treats God as a jackpot machine. He takes a gamble by putting all the money he can get hold of and puts it in expecting to get lucky and strike rich. Even after losing several times, he tries again and again to try his luck. But eventually when he loses all his money and possessions he goes into deep depression. Likewise when he expects God to work a miracle in his life, and when the miracle does not occur he still keeps going back faithfully several more times to receive a miracle. When the miracle does not happen he gets disillusioned, blames God and gives up his belief in God. This happens because he does not have a relationship with God.

Only a man who realizes that he cannot live without God just as he cannot live without oxygen, only a man who realizes that he cannot be refreshed without God just like he cannot be refreshed without water and only a man  who understands the importance of building up his relationship with God just as he builds up his relationship with his beloved will be able to live in a totally blissful state without fear, with complete trust in God.

He will seek God at all times praise and worship Him. He will be so close to God that he will train his ears to hear God's voice. He will train his eyes to see like God sees. He will train His heart to feel as God feels. His prayer will not be selfish nor manipulative. He will pray for his needs but will spend more time praying for others and interceeding for lost souls. He will pray for miracles but will be able to abide in Him and trust him till the miracle happens in God's time. He will be able to accept God's will and respect God's timing even if no miracles occur. God's Word will be his daily bread. He will not leave home without feeding his soul.

To this man, God is not a plaster, not a vending machine, not a policeman and not a jackpot machine. God becomes real. A person with Whom he can have constant and continuous relationship with. God becomes the oxygen for his body, soul and spirit without Whom he can never ever live.

Who is God to you and me? Let us reflect!

Mary Augustine
     03/06/14